Trying to stay positive. Trying to be happy. Trying to look past everything. Trying to ignore my emotions. Trying to succeed. Trying to ignore all these thoughts. Trying to enjoy life. Trying to not over stress. Trying. Trying. Trying. Damn it, I’m trying.
You are angry at me, and I do not know why?
I love what we had. I miss you truly.
You were my best friend. I hope you are growing happier than you were when you were with me.
I will never fall for anyone like I have fallen for you. You will always be the one I want to grow old with. <3
I had met an old lady at work and she told me she had fallen in love with a man in high school/college and they broke up. Afterwards, she had met another man and they got married and had an amazing life together, but she still was always in love with the first man.
No matter how we play our cards, I love you forever and always.
